"Not sure why anniversaries are so difficult."
Loss of a loved one are just like that, It's tough - no question about that but at the same time, you have now started a journey that will include many anniversaries that you can celebrate with joy and renewed commitment to a healthier future for YOU! Quitting is a journey ; just as life is. There'll be ups and downs but when you have a goal in your sights and your have truly committed to it, you can't fail!
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