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-8 in-between the smut sisters is a formerly victorious stick

-6 when do you go to oz ?

-4 How did your kit come out ?

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YAY YAY YAY A BIG O The Smut Sister are doing it for themselves !

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4 no sticks needed today

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6 JOY

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16 yay D ! @Doreensfree you want to pull a rabbit out of the hat ?

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I remember inhaling and feeling that first endorphin hit, a feeling of happy, satisfying relief ! (sounds like an old cigarette ad, lol) Now, I get that bump with oxygen. Oxygen and a short break to notice something of beauty. Deep breaths are handy. I certainly remember the headfuck and still, snippets of its oppression pop up every blue moon. Nicotine addiction appropriated a lot of real estate in the brain, happily reclaimable. It's a service, really, to remind me of NOPE.

17 Once upon a time, I thought I was free of this game.

17 waiting a l o n g time for this big O and then it will be over so quickly. sigh.

salad Seeing another lunatic as divine adult

Another numpty employee

NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE

I had snipes stashed everywhere and was too parsimonious to waste dog ends if they were big enough to light again. I would snip off the burnt end and blow to get the old smoke out...this kept them 'fresher tasting' ? gah. Mostly everything was smoked down to the nub. My poor delicate lungs...what a daily catastrophe for them, for me. I am astoundingly proud of myself for putting down this addiction. I am incredibly proud of all of you, also.