Hey Nana ! So glad you are still with us and conquering this addiction.
We all had meltdowns.
I walked in a fury a few miles down to the railroad tracks
and waited for the train whistle. Practiced my primal screaming for a v. long time.
I was a wild woman that day.
Early in my quit, I remember reading on one of the quit sites,
a woman admitted to, in a frenzy having a major tree cut down at her house.
She was a tree hugger !
She was regretful but, just couldn't take that friggin' tree anymore.
You may establish new perimeters with your stroppy teen, this is a time for change.
Be super kind to yourself. Pamper yourself and show others how you want to be pampered.
Reward yourself often. Just because ! You quit smoking, ffs !
Rewards can be a soothing drink, a bath of bubbles and silence. Listening to a certain piece of music, headphones save my life.
Re-visiting a happy memory, looking into the faces of those who love you human and four legged. Find your Joy.
All these treats that make you happy will ignite your endorphins that addiction stole away.
Glad you are laughing through all the tears.
You never have to go through this again
and
believe us when we tell you, it gets better. It gets a whole lot better in short time.
S