Toni please keep in mind that just because someone is having a bad day or even bad moments in the day doesn't mean that their entire quick journey has been bad . Sometimes we feel that that's the case but in reality, a bad day doesn't mean a bad life. When you were a smoker you were literally living a bad life so just remember that and every time you have horrible days--the worst days of your life-- it always is followed up by great days and empowering days-strong days! tougher than you ever been. so these moments, these Times that are difficult only make you stronger
You are a warrior in training and you're doing fantastic