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Waiting in doctors office waiting room crying like s fool watching the memorial on TV. Still hurts. 14 years later

Well it will probably get you arrested. But at least you won't be smoking. :)

In memory of those lost, but not forgotten. Especially my childhood friend Bill who was in twin tower 2 and 1 very sweet lady I got to know from doctors office...Lorraine. She was a flight attendant on the plane that crashed in Pennsylvania. Rest in peace.

Yay!!! And that's how it's done girl!! Hate away! Just don't stick anything in your mouth and light it on fire Well done Cheri!!

after reading this again .....this morning ...I feel like I was a little harsh.....and that's usually not like me. Actually I sounded a little like sarge...haha. Cheri I am sorry about all you are going through but I promise it's temporary and it's the addiction that is trying to convince you to smoke...I hope you just laid down last night and stuck to NOPE

sorry about that Cheri but there is no reason to smoke....it's your junkie talk trying to convince you that it's okay to smoke...that somehow smoking will get even with all the people who piss you off so when you do....you can blame others. I call B U L L S H I T sorry NOPE means not one puff....ever Not...Not one puff until somebody pisses me off Now straighten up your big girl panties.....and embrace the suck this too shall pass...... I promise.... but if you smoke....the HELL will not end

hmmppff! and I was not one of them??

Today I love… The fact that it's raining outside and it's not an issue for me

Nope!

Hey Julie!!! No doubt about life....and that's great to hear!! We miss you around here but also knew you would be checking in! All good here....still smelling great and kicking ash..and ass too :) So wonderful to "see" you :wub:

Happy 40th Birthday!!!!

Evelyn I promise you.....everything, and I mean EVERYTHING...good AND bad is temporary. That's good news for the bad stuff..not so good for the good stuff but remembering it does help to appreciate when it's good...and hang in there when it's bad because it won't last. That being said.........I am very sorry for your loss!!

Today I love That I don't have one piece of clothing in my closet that's ever been smoked in

only 2 friends from childhood call me babs...I always went by Barb, Barbie, or Barbara. Then when I got my first email address in 1996 it was Babs609. 609 is my area code in NJ. But here on the message board I've gotten so used to being called Babs it feels normal..lol My dad always called me Bobbie and he was the only one who did. Bakon dubbed me back seat because well...let's face it...all of us have had more fun in the back seat than in the front. I am just a rare bird who admits it my current nickname is mom-mom and that is my favorite one :wub:

DD's good :)

Cowboy Cowboy Well, I'm packin' up my game an' I'm a head out west Where real women come equipped with scripts an' fake breasts Find a nest in the hills, chill like Flint Buy an old drop top, find a spot to pimp An' I'm a Kid Rock it up an' down your block With a bottle of scotch an' watch lots of crotch Buy yacht with a flag sayin' 'Chillin' the most' Then rock that bitch up an' down the coast

Oh I love your dream!!!! Independence and strength. Love it love it love it!!!!! Xoxoxoxox

way to rock it boy! congrats!!

great post TEW! Proud of you.....you really have come a long way and are a prime example of "hang on to that rope..even if you don't see the top" You hung on....and look at you now! but please try not to punch yourself in the fact or slam your head against the wall if you can possibly help it :) (smoking would be 100x worse though) Do more baking

hi Cheri...your ticker is your ticker...not ours. The reason for a ticker is accountability to yourself...to your smobriety. Indicating the very last time you put your lips to a cigarette and lit it on fire. Honesty to yourself....you deserve no less. Stick around and do lots of reading...and watching the videos helps too Back on the train and don't look back!

Don't you dare try to change a thing Marti!!!! I love it! Wouldn't want you any other way!!

Tragedy When the feelings gone and you can't go on Tragedy

today I love the confidence...........in myself and the knowledge that I am worthy. I never felt worthy as a smoker. I felt I was destroying my body anyway....so I didn't deserve health and happiness. How pathetic is that?

I wonder if the islanders accents depends on where exactly they are from...for example Stu and Doreen and Tracey...I can understand them perfectly and even forget they are islanders....then there's Marti... Suebedoo was even worse....where is that lady anyway???...she was another one where I had to read it 3 times before I understood... I also wonder if Sonic is bringing home a mail order bride

congrats Gemma!!!