IndigoChilde

I actually felt the same about a guy pretending to smoke during one of the game sessions at Dundracon. It was a Wild West game, but still. Of course, I was still craving back then?

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So, I decided I needed to branch out more and found this writing group on Meetup called Shut Up & Write. It's about an hour and a half. An hour writing and half an hour for introductions and getting to know each other. With the dreams I've been having and the racing thoughts I have now, I figure I might actually be able to sit down and write. I hadn't realized smoking was probably adding to my depression because I feel like going out and doing stuff every day. Now if dad would just approve a car for me. lol I have the money for a cheap one, but my dad being the one who works on my cars wants to approve it first.

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Congratulations!

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Where to begin... I think bupropion was acting as an antidepressant as well as helping me quit smoking because I became depressed and had horrible cravings after I stopped it. As I became more depressed, I didn't want to go on the computer. I also spent more time on the couch with the TV on, but paying attention to it less and less. Then I ran out of Geodon (my mood stabilizer) and went through withdrawl. I spent an entire day on the couch doing nothing except using the bathroom and eating when mom gave me something. However for two days I did not have a single craving. My cravings came back today though, so boo. I did keep up on my C25K, and completed Week 3, which had me running 90secs, walking 90secs, running 3min, walking 3min, and doing that pattern twice. The last run of Week 3 I got dizzy, which we think is from the withdrawl from Geodon. I got Geodon now, though, and am doing better.

I'm doing alright now. I'll have a new blog post tomorrow.

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NOPE!

I agree with Bumble. See a doctor just in case.

"Ever broken up with a guy or girl because they were ******* insane, only to find yourself calling them a month later? "Why, I don't even remember why we broke up!" (Hint: It's because he shaved your mother's name into his pubic hair.)" < My favorite line right there.

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Ease into the running. I'm using Couch to 5K to get up to 3 miles a day. But just starting running, I could barely run 60 seconds at a time, much less a mile. I can walk a mile, though. Right now I just got done running 90 sec at a time. Next week is 3 min at a time twice. Stuff like that. With walking before, after, and in between so it's about 30 mins total.

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