Hi Aine,
I'm so very sorry you're have'n such a hard time,.. for me month 5 was a pain, month 6 I almost gave in,-I was just so tired of fighting,,, ,but I pulled out of it by the end of month 7..
Changing gears helped, I had gotten into a new post quitting rut I think, same thing day in and day out, same fight everyday..
I shook things up, rearranged what I could - added new stuff to do,... some of it maybe a stupid waste of time, but I needed to get out of the dread of what was an everyday self imposed routine/rut/battle for me..
it sounds like you're looking to shake things up too with your yoga class, good for you I hope that will help hun...
.I honestly don't know how you've hung on not being able to do anything at the Y for 6 months after the bicycle accident , I have to give you HUGE kudos for still being quit, I really don't think I could have done it if I couldn't have got on the treadmill when I needed burn off some of this extra energy,.. so massive congrats to you for that not to mention everything else you've been thru...
Please keep us posted on how you are Aine, and please keep hanging tough ..after all you have already gone thru in the last 8 1/2 months and you're still not smoking, I know you can do this a bit longer until things level out for you.. I know you can Aine, I really believe you can do this... {hug}