That was me a month ago.
I started getting through 2 packs if I started in the morning, went to work and then went out at night.
Then the morning after I would feel really sick, smelly, hungover, and fed up with it.
So I started getting ready.
- Mindful smoking: I didn´t just smoke for the sake of smoking. I would taste it, feel the smoke going down my throat, feel it coming out of my nose (yes, on purpose). Smell it. Smell my hands. Sense how I felt physically and mentally.
- I read Allen Carr´s book for the n´th time. Believing it. Letting it convince me. Letting it in.
- I read all the Newbie pack here. Some new posts that I had missed (like Babs´ "Excuses"). I read this forum, and any other forum I knew of.
- For about one week I would read positive posts, celebrations, social interaction (people who are in the same boat chasing the same dream and having a good time whilst at it). I wanted to WANT to quit.
- I remembered how good it felt to be part of that boat.
- I set a quit date, because otherwise I would procrastinate and never quit (again, Babs´s "Excuses" hit me on the head)
- I finally signed and posted one week before my quit date. However I didn´t allow myself to post in "social" until I was quit. If I wanted fun I would have to earn it. Ha.
And a couple of days before my quit date I felt ready, and quit. And the rest if history.
It is just how I did it. I was terrified of jumping, terrified of failing, and this "focusing on the positive" seems to have worked for me.
Are you putting a plan together? Maybe we can help you from here?
Just don´t give up giving up, huh?
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