Sarah

Just bumbling about on this site helps actually

Well found the DVD box but no DVD!

Trying not to use food as a distraction

Thanks Looking forward to celebrating week 2!

Not a bad idea actually! Got a yoga DVD somewhere!

And I'm sat reading the news on the internet and craving a cigarette. Hate this. I know it will pass but I keep having these minor panic attacks with my body shaking me and shouting to have a cigarette. That is all.

I would love to go through each post and say something profound and wise. I'm not profound or wise though. And my head is in knots with my own quit. Once I'm in better shape I promise to give more in here rather than just take Xxx

Seeing as we're on the subject. When you guys first quit did you find yourself with a much much MUCH higher sex drive!?!?

Makes me wonder how any non smoker ever wanted to kiss me! I don't think I could kiss a smoker now! Yuck! What am I becoming!?

Actually pretty good today. Still have moments of weird but having to deal with people kinda lifts me out of the fug. Think I'm doing OK actually.

I got a PM from ladybug about how she sniffed herself and said how great it was. Thought it was a bit funny and didn't really consider it further. UNTIL TODAY!!!! I'm a receptionist for an office building. Dull as it is I sign people in and out all day, smile and point visitors to conference rooms and businesses scattered throughout the building. I used to go out on smoke breaks. Quite a lot of them with various people from various companies, they'd come down to reception, we'd nod at each other and we'd go for a smoke. But no I'm noticing how stinky they are. Especially when they've just had a smoke and its still lingering. And when I have to sign in people who have had that last smoke before a big meeting. I was like that. Its horrible. I SMELL WONDERFUL! SNIFF ME!

I dare you to steal a cigarette and throw it in a puddle!

Oh by the way. He left happy ;)

no just a bit thick and not young either!

OK Maybe a lot of sweat and tears Next target 10 days and a £50 shopping 'spree', not much of a spree on £50 but will be able to get something nice! Yay me! I'm a tigar raaaahh!

He's now just a bit pissed off that I'm chatting online and not to him. Which is fair enough actually. Logging off!

Not the ex but an ex! We realised a long time ago we are rubbish as boyfriend and girlfriend but are excellent in other ways! So if we're both single and fancy some company. And he's a never smoker

He's making me a cup of tea and looking like he's done something wrong!

I kinda destroyed the mood by saying "aaarrrrgghghghhgggg want a cigarette need to go online sorry sorry sorry want a cigarette aaaarrrgggghhhhgghhhjhhhh" Fortunately he already knows I'm a bit mental

I wish I could have but seriously suffering the desperate need for a smoke and this place seemed like a good distraction. I have just been very very rude to my companion! I will make it up though!

Sorry for the over share!

Now there's a trigger! Just coming on here to get it out there and try and get past it!

About 15 minutes ago! When was the last time you gave blood?

Quorn! Flats or heels?

I'm not throwing any filter tips away today!