Sarah

but they make your legs and bum look fab!

promises promises!

Large white wine please!

If you're buying!!!

Easy Peasy!

What do you wear under your skirt!?

that's pretty much what the hulk wears!

Are you gay?

Thanks everyone. Still going strong!

So I was out for a curry with friends on Thursday, my usual curry set fire to my head. I think my taste buds are working a lot better! On Friday and Saturday night went to bars and pubs. Smokers everywhere. I honestly didn't want or need one. I did want to join in with the ritual of smoking though Still rocking my quit.

None for me today!

It asks for a password

But here's a picture of me!

Sarge keeps saying Easy Peasy. To quit smoking you just don't put cigarettes in your mouth and set fire to them. Easy! I was sat with a friend last night. A smoking friend. And she said how I made giving up smoking look easy! But its not easy. Its simple. And they are not the same thing. Its simple to take a pet to the vet for its last ever injection. Not easy. Simple to paint a fence, not easy. Simple is in the complexity of the task. Its actually less effort not smoking than it is smoking. I don't have to make sure I've got a lighter, skins, filters and tobacco. I don't get a sinking feeling if my skins got wet and stuck together. Trying to light a cigarette in a high wind. Setting fire to my fringe. All these things are gone. Not easy though. I don't have a point or some ground breaking revelation here. It just came to me and I thought I'd write it down.

Thanks everyone. Feeling pretty good today. But the way things are going I'll be crying at some point! But not going to smoke! So I've done 2 weeks, that's nearly 3 weeks!

I'm getting a bit concerned by my quit as it seems so many people on here planned, read up, organised themselves before quitting on a particular date and time. I split up with my boyfriend and thought to hell with it I'm quitting smoking too! This was not planned, thought through, organised etc. Should I be worried or do plenty of people do this? I don't feel like I'm not equipt to deal with the triggers etc. With the help from people on this forum I've been fine (more or less!) So should I worry that my quit isn't good enough? I know this sounds silly but there are lots of stories of failure on here, as a newbie quitter I appreciate they should be here but they are scary and slightly demoralising. Makes me wonder if I'm doing it "Right" (which I know I will be told there is no "right" way). Do I know enough to keep a quit?

Couldn't find any tan tights (pantyhose) this morning. Which, after searching for ages realised I actually knew this because I didn't have on Sunday and I've failed to buy any more. Luckily there are alternatives!

40 miles is going to be about half and hour tops on a motorway so I'd probably hold it. If I was mega desperate and I was wearing a skirt I might pull over! Dress up or dress down to party?

Wow. Amazing :)

I'm OK. Just feeling a bit down. Tried putting something funny on but it didn't work so watching a nature documentary now. Just had a text from a friend who's coming over to listen to me be grumpy!

heck week I'm not happy with my pictures I either look to serious or stupid, might go back to using celebs again! I'm not doing well with the ups and downs, need more people to hug!

My mind keeps changing its mood with every tick I'm happy and tock I'm sad. My post earlier all perky with an attractive man and now I feel like crying. The first week is hell week. What is this? This is worse. Cravings feel very physical to me you can hold onto and reject physical. This emotional battering is really hard. Just need a hug and a cry now. And I don't know why :(

He reminded me of a young Harrison ford. Bit rugged, bit of swagger!

He was classic tall dark and handsome! You know when a guy wears a suit and walks along with one hand in his pocket so the trousers get tight over his butt. At this point I think I need professional help

He came back! Brunell room! I pointed him in the right direction, and smiled, but wanted to bite his chest! What's wrong with me!? This is getting silly!