Sarah

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I want to write some kind of speech now, but I don't have the words for it. So I'll just do my usual level of sophistication. You're all awesome, I genuinely have my life to thank to all of you in some measure. I was reading through some of my old posts earlier and trying to remember who the person was writing them. Its not me. It was someone else. I'm not sure I'm better now, but definitely different. So I still like shoes and bags and frilly knickers but I no longer allow myself to just exist in the world, I live it now.

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Here sir

A mental trainwreck due to my inability to have anyone want to have anything to do with me. But thanks for the nice comments Xxx

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last time I spoke to my ex he apologised and wanted me back. I told him to "piss off and die slowly in a burning car crash". I guess we're a little different!

Minus Three

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-20! Oh yeah chickpeas!

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This is a big F*** YOU to my previous life. Never smoking again, never be a victim again. I'll probably be single forever as clearly I'm a total train wreck of a person, so I should probably get a cat.

Or. Talking bad about someone to someone else actually allows you to see it from their perspective. And bitching about someone can be incredibly cleansing. And as someone who had the shit beaten out of them by a boyfriend for several years I will and do hold a grudge, and I want as many people as possible to hold a grudge against him. And I'm pretty sure that now, a year on, if I was gifted the opportunity to hit him around the head with a baseball bat like he did to me, I wouldn't.

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-14, I merely showered and shaved. Obviously I never shit. Getting dressed now.

-14, soap, shampoo and foam! Was about 15 minutes in the shower! How long do you take in the morning?

-14 and showered!

-14, time for a shower!

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