Sarah

All is well, thanks for the concern, been kinda busy with 'life'. Not smoking, all good! Xxx PS. I'll change my avatar soon!

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I'm looking forward to my year! Well done, that's amazing xxxx

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Thank you everyone for your kind words. I was kind of lucky when I split with him because all of 'our' friends after I told a few people what had been going on believed me rather than him, all the stories of me being clumsy and hurting myself became as unconvincing as they actually were. Many have cut all ties with him because of it, which has a sort of justice about it.

Oh! Mmmm

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Big bottom, big bottom... Talk about mud flaps my girls got em.

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I’ve no idea why I’m writing this, just feel I need to get it off my chest I guess and it may or may not be useful to you guys, it might be useful to me. So I’ve been 5 months without a cigarette, I quit very flippantly when I took the plunge and dumped my boyfriend and thought quitting would be a good idea too. I was with him for 5 years. One, maybe two of them were good, the last 3-4 years got me familiar with A&E. Worst was a broken arm and fractured eye socket after he was drunk and hitting me with a baseball bat, but still went back to him. I loved him I guess. I’d been with cigarettes for about 15 years, quit a few times, and still went back to cigarettes. I loved them I guess. Both were quite obviously bad for me. I’ve now been without a punch in the face and without the chains of nicotine for 5 months. This is pretty amazing, I feel good, I know my lungs are better, my wounds have healed and my skin looks great. Everything is kind of perky! I know I’m mentally a mess. I cry, often, for no good reason. I shouldn’t be crying I’ve dumped everything that is bad for me, well, still have wine, but I digress. I desperately crave all the hugs I can get, I know I hug people just a bit too much and a bit too hard. I get hugs from this forum. I love you all. Genuinely. You have changed my life. I know I will get better. I wish I had a well thought out conclusion to this post. I don’t.

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