queen greenlover

Have a safe end of summer holiday. I'm enjoying 4 nites home.

For me I was told "quit or else" when I had a heart attack over 5 yrs ago & I sooooooooooooooooooooooo resented having to give up my only "friend" that I was the relaspe queen my first few yrs of "trying" to quit & then after throwing away a 10+ month quit I finally accepted the fact that either I need to quit for good or keep puffing till the arteries get all fat clogged & have a 2nd heart attack. I'm so excited that here I am almost 3 yrs cig free. :biggrin: :biggrin:

For sure, first easier breathing was great,then being able to sing again was sweet. But yeah ALL the pulses for quitting is soooooooooooooooooo worth the early days of struggles. Smelling sweet scents & campfires/woodstoves etc. So many things you didn't even realize you were missing out on cause you chose to be a cig slave. :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :dash2: :dash2:

I hope you have better luck with Plavix or whatever they used on you & what you may be on for a few yrs. Sooooooo sorry you had to go thru another stent placement & the jumper cable thing would be so scary.

Season 4 is for sale at wallyworld. Watched almost 6 of the episodes so far. Love it that on the dvd Rick is 'allowed" to say the "F" word. :rolleyes: :rolleyes: I will have a fun 3 days off this wkend watching it.

I sooooooooooooooooooooooooo can't wait till everyone sees this past sunday's show-thats all I'll say so not to spoil it. :rolleyes:

Its just so damn stupid, I'm glad they are showing more then just at christmas time that & Elf. :rolleyes:

So glad you gave him back his cig. Hopefully that boss will quit soon & not wait 20 yrs to do so,

No smoking for Miss Rolley Eye & I. We have better things to do then blow this quit. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

Don't you dare have a stupid cig. Trust me as a former relaspe queen you will be so mad & disappointed if you throw away this quit.

I will miss the screaming notes Patti mostly wrote, thats soooooooooooooooooooooo cool being renewed for another season-thanks.

I like that section cause I can swear & be a "C" & its allowed. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

Sometimes you will feel jealous of those "getting" to smoke but thank God that period of our quits doesn't last too long & then we get to the point of Thank God I did quit & then shake your head in disbelief over those "gomers" still getting their fix. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

Sorry you had a heart attack & had to get stents. I hope you can do that cardiac rehab from what I hear it really helps. I hope they didn't make you lay on your back for 6 hrs after they stent you. If I ever have to have stents again I hope they do it thru my wrist. So glad you weren't a smoker cause recovering from a heart attack can be tiring but jonesing for a smoke to sucks.

He was in the first epsode for this summer-he was having breakfast at the counter.

Someday I would like to try this-I think it would help. Thanks.

:rolleyes: Damn a 1000 days already???? cool deal. :rolleyes:

Well you're baby isn't moving out & who knows maybe down the road your kid will come home again. Right now I'm 59 & my son is 33 & is back home helping me to keep a roof over my head. :rolleyes: :rolleyes: But yeah I understand the pain you're in.

Its sad when people relaspe, of course having that "ONE" sucked & most after having that one figure "F" it I blew it might as well keep smoking. :(

Poor guy, what a great actor who brought joy to so many. Its so sad to see he did himself in-everyone has a breaking point & so did he. :dash2:

Congrats on your 1st yr of forever free from cigs.

I like OLD country music from the 60's. Cause my folks listened to that. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

A victory is a victory-you could of grab those smokes & ran outside and smoked your brains out BUT.................. YOU CHOSE NOT TO. Thats a great way to build a solid foundation to NOT be a smoker anymore. Build on this. Each day cig free gets you closer to being "totally" (mind,desire,old habit etc) free. :D

No puffing for me. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

Great post-I too would debate having one for up to a week before "caving", all because I didn't want to quit so I kept blowing my quits till the day came I figured either quit for good (or shit or get off the pot) or just smoke my way into a fatal heartattack. :dash2: :dash2: