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My main thing was I so totally RESENTED/HATED being made to "quit or else". I'm thankful my drs never suggested vaping/E cigs as a trade off for giving up cigs. Plus I kept throwing away quits & it was because I "actually" thought when my dr saw unhappy I was he'd change his mind & let me have my "best" friend back into my lonely life. Plus I could start to breathe better after 6 wks so I thought cool I'm breathing better let's lite up & another quit would be ruin. Then after 2 yrs of quitting/relasping it finally dawned on me that either I "quit trying to quit" & wait for that next heart attack & this time skip the hospital OR accept the fact that unless I really do have a "deathwish" I needed to quit & stay quit. Now here I am almost at my 3rd anny. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

Well this should make all the "Beth" fans happy, I can't believe certain people leaving on the bus. As to Carol I hate how every season she isn't on every wk, loved what that Gareth guy called her "gray haired queen" made me rethink dyeing the gray out of my hair. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

I watched her first one & go online at nite to read how its going.

Went to the eye dr about that cataract I've had for almost 4 yrs, she said my reg. dr. should of helped me get it fix when it was easy now its so thick she couldn't see thru it so who knows if after the surgery I'll be able to see again with my right eye-if not I'll get a pirates patch. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

I love The Bride of Chucky-that cracks me up & all The Omen movies, the remake of the first one is pretty cool. Never got into those Freddy or Jason movies & The Exocist from the 70's still scares me to death but I might watch my son's dvd of it cause I want to see her do that spider walk on the ceiling of the staircase.

:rolleyes: I hope not, I'm waiting for a 3-some with Tara,Glenn & Maggie. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

:rolleyes: :rolleyes: No smoking for me either.

For those who watched the HBO Prison series "OZ" that new guy was a guard who worked for his Uncle the warden till he killed someone & went nuts. I can't wait to see what his story is. I want to post more about stuff seen last nite but I won't. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

Super well wrote post that so describes some peoples struggle with finding THEIR quit path. We can point the way but until it becomes "real" & wanted by that quitter they will go around in circles wondering WHY??

Thanks to everyone who posted, I'll know more on friday what this doofus is going to do. But no matter what I'm getting someone new-I can't deal with having my concerns ignored. :rolleyes:

I will NOT smoke today or any damn day. Let's all pledge NOT TO PUFF today. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

Called to get my script of "pain pills" & was told as of oct 1 a patient has to come in or have someone come in to pick up a paper script or they can mail one certfied mail for $10 to you. So I was half awake so I called my sister & she said call & see if she could get it cause she was on her way to shop in my town, couldn't talk to the nurse but the desk person said yes she could but then failed to tell the nurse so my sister got their & they made her wait 45 minutes. If this is the new policy then I'm glad I'm getting a dr across the street from where I live. See it does have benifits living across the street from a hospital. I can see why they want to control drug use but still dragging people in monthly?? what a crock. :dash1: :dash1: :dash1:

I too wonder if thats why they had that guy tell why he can stop the disease, its like only in DC can this be fixed??? We'll see as the season moves on. :rolleyes:

Getting homemade goodies to me is better then a store bought item. From homemade quilts from my sisterinlaw to chex mix from my sister.

Killing off Brody killed the show to me, watched the first 2 shows but not last nites. But yeah if it continues as is I'll quit watching it to.

No its every 7 minutes-the usual for this show. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

OMG I'm sorry I just had to do a new topic for season 5. My Carol came thru-loved the reunions. How can they top last nite........ :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

I so can't wait for sunday to see how they fix those bad apples. I have a few special treats planned to munch on this wkend . :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

Big Congrats & sorry Miss RolleyEyes & I :rolleyes: :rolleyes: are late chiming in to wish you well.

Don't get to see the marathon but then again I own all 4 seasons. So can't wait for sunday nite.

Brody's kid is cute, Carrie as a mother tho...... the sex scene was interesting. It was an interesting 2 hrs. :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

2 yrs is so cool, congrats on staying cig free.

Sorry that maybe allergies are kicking in. BUT what you said about smelling OMG you'll be sooooooooooooo amazed over what you've been missing. Don't be surprise if you end up changing perfume cause of it, plus you won't be spraying so much on you as before trying to cover that nasty @ss cig smell. This is just the tip of the iceburg of good things to come cause you cut the cord of your addiction. :lol: :lol:

People tend to throw away quits on wkends/or while drinking. The addict in ALL of us prays for chances like this to tempt a person to smoke. Embrace the mantra NOPE-it will keep you cig free.

Trust us Jules, NONE of US or at least very few of us would be free for some yrs if being quit was always suckey like it is early into your quit. Basically having it be "painful" is nicodemon's way of brainwashing you into returning to the smoking team. Just keep a diary about how thing are so down the road when things get sooooooooooooooooooooo much better you won't get cocky & think you can cheat. This is why we harp about NOPE all the time-trust me one puff & you're right back at zero days free. :rolleyes: :rolleyes: