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you got this my friend. it's just another weed in your quit garden. sift down through this and find all the roots and pull them out. yeah it's a struggle and your gonna get dirty but that's how gardens are made beautiful. through sweat and tears and vigilant maintenance. your success will be a sweet victory for all of us!!4 points
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Cycled a 26 mile loop down a river trail to Huntington Beach yesterday afternoon- about 13 miles into a solid ocean breeze. Legs are sore today. Days are getting shorter & my rides are ending just past dusk. Might need to quit my job so I have more time to play4 points
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There's a dangerous serious of events gathering that's creating the perfect craving storm: Wife is going out w/ her friends tonight, I'm bored, I'm tired. My old boss called and wants to know if I would consider taking a job in his dept which would mean much more money and benefits, but give up a job that pays reasonably well and that I love and have a lot of freedom in. Tough decision. Perfect time for me to sneak out, buy a pack, and enjoy 5 or 6 cigarettes while taking a slow, enjoyable walk in the woods. Wife would never know. Plus, it's been 36 days and I really do deserve a break from the cravings for just one night. I'm sure I could start again tomorrow and no one would be the wiser. Except I know it will never turn out like that. If I smoke tonight, I'll throw the pack away tonight in a fit of rage, swearing this was just a one time thing. Then tomorrow, with my confidence and mojo gone, I'll buy another pack. And I won't stop. It always plays out that way. It'll be well over a year before I get the courage and inner strength to try again. Tonights smoke will cost me $4000 and require I smoke at least 7000 more in that one year. Do I really want to start sneaking around and scheduling my time around smoking again? Leaving or avoiding activities because it would interfere w/ my getting my fix? Am I really that stupid that I would give up a 36day quit and pay $4000 for the 5 or 6 cigarettes. 36 days ago I was desperate to be where I am now. With one reckless behavior tonight, I could place myself right back there again. I would prefer hitting my head w/ a skillet or my thumb w/ a hammer over that. Time to stop whining like a little B. (my private mantra) I will make tomorrow day 37. Thanks for listening. Typing is a great distraction.3 points
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@JustinHoot99 I have been where you are!!!! Don't cave to the crave!! You have come to far now!! You are stronger than that!! Hang in there and keep posting for the help if you need to. @Doreensfree I'm sure would be happy to get out her frying pan, she has had lots of practice3 points
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You`ve got it right. Not worth it. I spent years doing exactly what you talk about. Stay strong and hang tough. Easier days lie ahead.3 points
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@Doreensfree thank you for welcoming me in here. i'm still trying to solve the issue at hand. Kris offered me a strategy that i think could yield some good results. unfortunately life got in the way and i'll have to wait until this evening to put it into play. i'm assuming that 40 years of using coffee and a cigarette as a poop trigger has left my colon just as confused as my emotions. here's to hopefully having a sleepless night!!3 points
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newbies count on you vets for inspiration- thank you for sticking around here & for the daily NOPE thread!!3 points
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NOPE… loved visiting Manly, we especially enjoyed the fish and chips from the restaurant there, and the boat trip over to it. we still say every time we have fish and chips, they aren’t like Manly3 points
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I had a great time at the before and at the wedding But I am here to say I came so close to throwing my quit away. Holy crap The wine and champagne at the house before the wedding, champagne In the limo ride to the wedding, the wedding was at the Detroit Whiskey factory, So a whole lot of drinking at the wedding!!! I we went outside to get some fresh air and don't you know there was someone out there smoking and even my brand I really even took one which I wanted and thought a minute before I lit it and said no thanks and gave it back,which I really did not want to. Very close call. But this AM thank God I did.But this morning with the hang over I remember why I don't drink like that anymore. But it was a great time last night and a whole lot of fun!!! But no smoking.So I'm not safe yet!!! But I have the train to thank for that.I almost did an SOS but had no service there.2 points
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Nicely done. Every time we stand firm, we become even stronger. And further and further away from that last, nasty cigarette.2 points
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Yesterday , I was on my 2nd session on my treadmill, when I started to feel very hungry, as I hadn’t eaten in hours, and just felt like my blood sugar had plummeted, so I stopped after 1 mile and had a snack and some water. After 25 minutes , or so, I resumed my set, but the machine had not stored my data. It holds it for 10 minutes, in case you need a rest. I knew I had stopped at exactly 1 mile, though. Theoretically, I should have done just one more mile. However, revitalized, I started all over and did 2 miles. So, I power walked 5 miles uphill yesterday.2 points
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Good on you for posting and getting it out, I hope the craving lost its strength from you doing that You'll get your break much faster by not caving to a crave. That will only start your addiction all over again. I know you don't really want to smoke or else you would have never posting this SOS so well done Justin2 points
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@intoxicated yoda...I just wanted to welcome you on board ...glad you found us ,read everything !!!! Sorry I carnt help your poop problem ...but I'm a blinder on quitting cigs2 points
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so you think 5 years from now you'll look back and say to yourself "Gee, I sure am glad I didn't quit smoking"? Now grow a spine and deal with your emergency. It's not like you can hide behind weaknesses so you might as well be strong. I mean think about how easy modern life really is...you're most difficult task in life is to stop doing something stupid. What if you had to go out and hunt for your next meal, or carry water from a spring that was a mile and half away from the house, what if you lived in a time where toilet paper wasn't a thing??? get some perspective2 points
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Thanks @Jordan7I have tried the treat variety in years past. I so not know it there is one made by Triflexis...that is the medication they are on for heartworm protection and also contains medicine that keeps them flea and tick free and other types of worms. All three are indoor pets, and in fact the two littles started to sleep with me when my husband died. Don't want any visitors of the insect kind. I would go as far to say they live a better life than me. They go to the spa, get their hair done, mani-pedies, and what I call the brazilian butt cleaning. They also get dental cleaning for their pearly whites. Nothing out there that will help me but damn my dogs look good!!2 points
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That's a lot of action. I can't compete w/ that. Todays exercise: 15min bike ride + stretching + 3 circuits of 15 reps each: Pushups (1st set was 35) Weighted situps Lift and press Horizontal lat pull2 points
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You sound like you went wild in your youth. That was only a prep course for parenthood. Get ready as they get older, you will be doing things with them that make you go "S..., I thought I could still do that!" K2 points
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finally getting some relief. i think the long night has just begun. thanks @Kris sometimes the simplest answers are the best.1 point
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That's been our experience with Cash. We give him Heartgard Plus, a beef flavored chewable. Administering the drug is a simple matter of putting the cube near his mouth and saying "there ya go." He woofs it right down every time.1 point
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Thank you Boo. Gearing up. Thank you Doreen. It’s good to see some familiar names.1 point
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Congratulations Catlover. That's great news. Double the number of new babies to spoil.1 point
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I don't think an addict ever stops having cravings. Less often as time goes on, but I've read profiles of people who gave in to a craving after 5 and even 10 years. But you managed to stop yourself even under the influence of alcohol. That's a huge success.1 point
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@Linda, it takes a good year to get past all the triggers you may face throughout any given year. Then there are the events that don't happen regularly that also can cause craves. You have to remember that you smoked for years and its just not realistic to think that in only 9 months time you would be over any craves so give yourself a break. You did it now the next wedding will be that much easier1 point
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I’m so glad that you took that minute to think before you lit that cigarette up! It’s great that you’ve seen that for an addict the temptation never truly goes away and that we all need to remain vigilant when guarding our quits. You did great!1 point
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Glad you are feeling better @Kate18. Keep feeling better1 point
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