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G’day NOPE .... not anymore I don’t

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Two of the strangest things, worth mentioning: • I actually lost 1lbs during the holidays and am now officially below my initial quit smoking weight of 493 days ago (total loss of 22 lbs) • Tomorrow I will start running. For the first time, ehm.. ever. I dont miss smoking one bit. These days, my mind often wanders .. last year around this time I felt like utter sh♡t. I had a lot going on and wanted it all to be over, fast forward to the summer of the next year. Ha, none of that! Just right through, breath, let go, hold on, whenever everything around you seems to fall apart, the one thing to hold dear is this toddler quit... and hell, did it work or what?! Looking forward to the 22nd of february: buying a brand new piano of my savings. A little bit later than planned, unexpected malfunctioning dryer and fridge got in the way... but hey, I had the money at hand for that, instead of an empty wallet and breathless chainsmoking anxiety!! Smokefree life is seriously great.

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He is kind of cute and actually has a blue tongue! Those things moving around my garden would spook me. I am happy with my toads!

G’day NOPE .... not anymore I don’t

I'm drinking my first cup of coffee like a shot and typing out a grocery list. I'm terribly exciting.

My experience is in line with Mona's. I don't remember any cigarette being amazing. They satisfied my addiction, that is all. "Educate yourself. Romancing smoking keeps your addiction alert, while you actually want to put it to sleep"

I regret every single cigarette. I can only hope I quit in time, before any permanent life threatening damage was done. Educate yourself. Romancing smoking keeps your addiction alert, while you actually want to put it to sleep.

NOPE....feeling rough with a bad cold. Why is it that when you stop running around and being busy, it’s a signal that being ill can now begin...atchoooooo sneeze.........bah..........

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Happy, Healthy New Year MMXX wishes. With a spanking new decade before us, I hope more people will decide they have had enough of Nicotine addiction and choose Freedom. I also hope that all quitters will build on their resolve to live nicotine free. If you are contemplating a quit, the resources below, the informative threads on the site and the gracious support from the QTrain community can help you build a forever quit. I'd like to start out with the short film of Nuggets, a profound and poignant film about addiction. and follow with our friend, Joel Spitzer's, Can You Spare An Hour And A Half To Help Save Your Life Joel's Daily Quitting Lesson Guide A few QTrain threads; 10 Ways To Effectively Use This Forum How Nicotine Works and tips and tricks that got us through the first days First Week, Nicotine Free Happy New Year MMXX, QTrain ! Toast and Drink Deep from The Bottomless Cup of NOPE (Not One Puff Ever) S

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Thanks everyone, reading your responses helped me reflect and reframe the good memories I mentioned in my initial post... I realised I've been unfairly differentiating my initial cigarettes (which I had fond memories of) to the final ones (the ones I hated)... when in fact they are the same, just at different stages of addiction (experimentation vs. full addiction). Once I started to accept them as being the same, I'm now able to reframe the initially romanticised beginners stage of smoking in a more negative light - i.e. instead of seeing it as a time of freedom & experimenting, what I see now is my naive younger self falling into a trap. A mistake. Something undesirable. I believe this sets me up for a stronger quit - so thank you everyone

How Men’s Bodies Change When They Become Fathers and interesting article in NYTimes

For what its worth, my thoughts would go something like this...1. You remember the experience not the act. 2. You were aware of the hand to mouth, and sucking in the air with the gunk into your lungs. You were not romancing the cigarette because at that stage you were not in love with the addictive substance,, you were definitely romancing the first moment when you experimented like the realization you had some sense of control over your life, little did you know that the moment the gunk entered your blood stream, that all the moments after was the monster calling you back as you said in the hope of finding that raw experience again and again, How do I know this! because it happened to me when my belief was the wrong way round.

Interesting post, Rick. I started smoking my freshman year in college and immediately thought about that when you talked about being young, listening to music, experimenting with cigarettes, etc. That was me "experimenting" with cigarettes (and other things) in college. I guess I felt cool then. Still, even at that age, I could feel negatives. I used to run cross country in high school and played a lot of basketball too. It didn't take long before I didn't have the energy or lung capacity to run or play basketball much anymore. I think I even knew that first year of smoking that I needed to stop but it was amazing how quickly the addiction, physical and mental, was taking over. Looking back, I realize how quickly that addiction took hold of me and I regret ever lighting up. Smoking is all about feeding an addiction. There are all kinds of lies we tell ourselves as smokers but that is all smoking is. A horrible and deadly addiction. There is nothing good that comes out of lighting up. It took me a while to realize that but when I did, quitting became much more worthwhile and doable. Believe me, you are missing nothing positive by quitting smoking.

Studying a photograph I took yesterday of the first early blossom on my Pink Perfection Camellia. May be next painting. Maybe big. Maybe small. Dig the reflection of the pink blossoms on the bowl to the right of the 12 o'clock leaf. That is so beautiful.

G’day Have chickens and keep them locked in their pen till mid morning otherwise the crows take the eggs. Noted a few broken eggshells still and was thinking that the girls might be eating their own eggs. Till this morning. Heard one of the girls boasting the way chooks do when they lay. Went straight in the pen and found the culprit in the act of eating a fresh layed egg. Bloody bluey..... a big fat blue tongue lizard. I’ve looked on them as a friend in my garden. They love snails and insects and keep them in control. I’ve encouraged them and have pieces of down pipe in the gardens so they have a place to hide. Well this particular one has a new home in a friends garden up the road. He is pleased to have it and has already put some pipe in the garden to make it welcome. Ive got others in the garden and as long as they keep away from the eggs we are good. includes a pic of a bluey. Not the culprit didn’t think to take a pic. Chris

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Wow, that's a big lizard! We have blue bellied lizards here but they're much too small to eat eggs

Beautiful ! Won't he know the way back to delicious eggs ? I looked them up Blotched Blue-tongue Lizard They call them "Cadillac of The Reptile Kingdom"

Do you know I had a cat called mona as she moaned a lot?

-3. Florida. How's holidays?

I smoked for a lot of years but do not remember any cigarette being amazing. I do have a lot of amazing memories from my smoking years but the "amazingness" has nothing to do with smoking. If anything, they would have been more amazing if I didn't have to sneak away to get my fix.

Don't be stupid. You regret them all. You are simply unwilling/unable to admit such. When you can finally acknowledge this, you will be free and quit. Until then, you will remain a slave. EZPZ

The Fallacy of Good Cigarettes from our friend, Joel Spitzer. Be sure to check out all his links, he is a valuable resource. and here is a poignant little film

Truth must be the priority. Addiction will be with us always and any romance about it must be pronounced DEAD. Root out all shards of it and replace it with truth. Our memory is not completely reliable, it often drifts into the land of dreamy dreams. For example, the memory of pain dissipates. The bliss you remember wasn't the act of smoking. The promise of youth, the sun, the music are all quite narcotic ! The smoking bit will take a less important role the more secure you are in your quit and the more knowledge you have about nicotine addiction. You are so early in your quit, it is v. smart to be alert over romance. You may find this thread helpful, Red Flags. You have plenty of time to make exceptional memories devoid of nicotine. Freedom is the best narcotic and deep clean clear breaths !

Just got done setting up my $18.00 WiFi extender and couldn't be happier. No more dead zones, yippee!!!

Welcome - it is a crazy road - this quit road-quit train - I have had so many ups and downs lately I realize it truly will be a journey not a race. WELCOME

Welcome to QuitTrain, Rick. Like you, I also had several attempts at quitting smoking before I finally quit for good. Joining and getting involved in a forum like this one and educating myself about nicotine addiction is what finally helped me quit for good. I'm glad you are taking these same steps. Speaking as someone who smoked for 20 years, quitting smoking is a truly great thing to do. You will see great improvements in your life over time and it is worth any early short-term struggles you may have. Stick close to this site, educate yourself about nicotine addiction, reach out for help if you need it, and support others too. The socializing and games section of this site also offer good distraction and fun to keep your mind off of smoking. Congratulations on 3 days smoke free. You are going through the toughest part but you are doing great.

Welcome Rick you came to the right place at the right time!!! Stick very close to this forum!!!! It is imperative that you do that!!!! Read, Educate, Post just don't take another puff!!! Welcome

Yes, MLMR exactly that! And it this will pass much more easily than in the beginning, xoxo