Starting to notice a few things, since quitting almost 4 weeks ago
* My agitation of the first two weeks is diminishing! I can still be very snappy sometimes, but it’s easier to regulate.
* The Great Fog is very slowly dissolving. Concentration is better, though still far from what it used to be. I find it hard to focus on something for a longer period of time, whether it’s a conversation, computerwork, a meeting, a movie... but I notice that I don’t have the distraction of wanting to smoke any longer, that constant need to deal with withdrawl symptoms (because that’s what ‘wanting’ to smoke is. So happy to get that now). Taking my time and checking on H.A.L.T. (Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired) helps.
* More and more often I realise I haven’t been thinking of smoking for a while.
* Everything feels more intense: the bad stuff, but also definitely the good stuff. Once in a while I have these moments where I feel so satisfied, in the moment, grounded. It’s new to me, but I think I like it a lot and it makes me hopeful for the future.
* Last but not least, healthy skin!