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Woke up this morning feeling different cannot explain it just different - relaxed almost bonnies thread about her 13 cigarettes made me think about my 3 I have been hanging onto I kept them to keep up my fight as I had something physical to fight I have realised the fight is in my head I drowned them today and binned them - no emotion to it at all No longer feel scared or need to fight - I think thats why I feel relaxed it`s like an end of a battle It feels weird but in a good way :)

The last time I quit I hit 6 months and just tossed it away - I did not care and did not look back - it took me years to get back on the quit and now I wished my attitude did not suck back then no one is invincible and everyone can and will be at some point affected by smoking education and not denial has changed my attitude - but boy what some wasted years, money and health!!! I have face the truth this time, however hard, I have learned things about myself i did not know, some good some bad but I am no longer in denial I knew the 6 months point was going to be sticky for me from last time and to make matters worse personal life has been trying I have had a few sticky moments for sure but the worse thing was feeling sorry for my dam self I woke up this morning on D Day anniversary and thought Tracey what the hell have you got to complain about girl get on with life and make the bloody best of it!! I am a 6 month quit non smoker and going forth to my new life :)

Tracey, I'm very proud of you for getting rid of your last link that ties you to smoking. Now you are truly a non smoker and will live the rest of your life as a non smoker. I know your dad would be and is very happy and proud of you. rez

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