Binge
Unchartered territory. No oars, motor, navi, or map. Howdy!!! Still not sure whether or not this content will be read. How did you quit smoking? Was it planned or on a whim? Mine was both. I planned, quit, then failed,. Tried again and again. Until I finally quit. Just quit. Decided that was that, read Carr's book again (yep, first time failed), found a supportive forum. I quit. Quit. Done. Next. Moving on. I did not binge prior to my final quit. I have binged before. The mentality being -"I'm going to smoke and drink until I'm so sick I'll never want to do this again!"
So, after 18+ months, I am thankfully labeled a non-smoker. ex-smoker, PERSON THAT DOES NOT SMOKE!
I don't smoke.
I eat. And ate. A lot.
I ate too much over the course of 18 months.
This evening I binged. On food. And drink.
I re-read the books.
A different quit starts tomorrow.
I binged today knowing I would not tomorrow.
This weight must come off & it will.
I quit smoking. I can do anything.
And I will.
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