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Nicotine here is the door


Im tired, Im emotional, Im stressed, Im running from place to place, I shake my fist up to the sky and say Please enough already, I plod, I'm not at work, I'm not doing my exercises, I'm not sleeping, I'm not eating, but the most important thing through all these I'm nots is I AM NOT SMOKING, I thought I would crumble, after my relapse, I honestly thought that at the next part of high stress I would just smoke, but I didn't, have I finally realised and accepted that smoking really is not an option, the thought of lighting a cigarette honestly makes me feel sick, yes the thought is there, but its not welcome, the door is not fully open to allow it access into the deeper recesses of my brain, I am not holding my hand out to welcome it back in. If the nicotine demon tries to get in any further, I am shutting the door in its face. I recently read a wee comment on facebook which I loved and I think is appropriate at this time (Marti my lovely a wee nod in your direction xxx) Nicotine please accept my middle finger salute to you......

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Great to read that you are firmly in control, no matter what :)

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Sazerac

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Oh BIG hugs for you, sweet woman.

I am so proud of you, Jackie,

you are garnering so much strength every time you say NO to nicotine.

Your courage runs deep.

 

I worry about no sleep no eats...

please be extra kind to yourself and eat something nourishing and delicious,

take some moments for a 're-boot' like a brisk walk or sit down and listen to a piece of music you love.

Meditate ?  Breathe with intent.

 

Know that everything changes and you won't be stuck in this crappy place.

I will do everything I can to blow it away away away.

You are beating your addiction

and I am terribly PROUD of you.

You Go Girl.

Love, S

 

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Tink

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You are smashing it jackie

 

thats what we like to see fighting talk xxx

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Devil Doll

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Oh Jackie. I know that you are walking through the muck right now and that you have so much on your plate. I wish that I could help and take some of it away. I am super proud of you. You are handling all of what you are going through and giving that bastard nicotine the salute. 

I know that you can do this because you are strong and amazing! 

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Still winning

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Jac, My beauty. What is doing this to you, may we extend our middle finger in salute of the nonsense.

 

Jokes aside, be strong chica. No matter what we are non smokers. In the face of adversity, we are non smokers...those smokes simply cannot have us!!

 

I am counting on you now chicky!! 

 

Sometimes really do suck donkey "bits" don't they. But ya know, smokers can't blog and get amusing friends :)  

 

Love you lady, hope it gets better. xx

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SueBeDoo

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You are doing great, smoking is not an option because you don't smoke, shut it down straight away,

Hope your dad is doing ok xxxx

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