I still think about smoking but it is getting less frequent. There are only moments here and there. My breathing is still getting better every day. I am wondering when the fight will be over and I can relax.

I am still waiting also to feel normal again. This I am sure will take some time to undo 35 years of

being abnormal. I am still very happy about my decision to be a non smoker I think I just have to get

comfortable with this and learn how to snuggle up.