Posted 07 September 2013 - 06:29 PM

I had an issue and ended up in the hospital on tuesday. I ended up on the cardiac ward . They did every test for my heart and arteries and thank God they are fine. On thursday i smoked 2 cigs with an iv tower outside the ER in a hospital gown. Gross and shameful! I quit yesterday and so Day 2. I am craving craving.

My thought is that I do not want to be in a hospital again if I can help it. It is terrible. I am looking forward to breathing better and improved lung capacity as I exercise alot.

I just hope I don't lose my job by screaming at someone because i am very cranky.