3rd Day

Good Morning Everyone

Day 3 has arrived and I still feel on top of the world. I have a feeling of Euphoria.

I have tried to quit before many times and it was never like this. For the first time

my eyes are wide open and I am doing this no matter what.

I am at work again and just ordered breakfast to get delivered

(pork roll egg and cheese) not the healthiest but I am hungry oh

orange juice to go with that. I already had two glasses of water and

I am going for a third.

There are times at home where I need to just take a few deep breathes and

concentrate on breathing to get through a crave and then in the morning

after I am done drying my hair (this is funny) I have to have a cigarette

and then I am like I don't smoke. So basically I talk to myself.

I am happy it is Friday. The work week is over and the weekend is mine.

No plans to go anywhere this weekend just staying home and maintaining

the homestead. I always have a ton of stuff that I want to get done on the

weekends so I will be keeping busy.

So I work in a small office and normally take out my 1 little bag

of garbage every Friday before the end of the day. My normal

smoking spot was next to the dumpster away from the door

and out of view. I left my butt pile there by the dumpster until

there are about 10 and then pick them up and throw them in the

dumpster. This is my 3rd day not smoking and my butt pile was

there next to the dumpster. The happy ending is I just picked

up my last butt pile.

I know I will be posting over the weekend- normally weekends I do not turn

my computer on but this is different this is something I need to do.